Just Coz
Teri yaad yaad, teri yaad yaad…..
Its about 12:45 am right now and I am missing B terribly! We are used to talking to each other everyday, first thing in the morning, last thing before going to bed and millions of times in between. People around us wonder what all we have to talk about and how we can call each other and TALK on the phone so many times a day. Ab to bas, ek aadat si ho gayi hai! So right now, Mr. B is in Hyderabad for a cousin’s wedding, eating wonderful hyderabadi food, dancing, singing, running errands, and having a gala time with family! And I am here just missing him. The schedule is off na (yea yea I am that desperate to talk to him!) Just talked to him a while ago but that was a blink and you miss phone call. Don’t want to keep calling him and have his family wonder “hey bhagvaan what a clingy fiance” ( thats right! Thats what I am supposed to be according to mommy dearest. I argued that “girlfriend” is technically correct since I dont have the official **rock** but Mum said he’s now you “fiance!! what transformation and progress na?) But I AMMMM needy and I neeeeeeeeeeeeed to talk to him. 
SO….since I can’t! this blog has to bear the brunt! I sms’d him that he needs to get me a ticket to India and voila…we had our very own version :”ticket to bollywood!” song Aaaaah I am just ranting, I think I will go crazy if I don’t talk to him for more than a day, make that twelve hours! Tis true, you only realize how important one is to you when he is far away. I take those everyday phone calls for granted and now when these times come around, its time for some philosophical reflection (Kaush the Freud at work here). I miss him soooo much! Maybe somewhere somehow through the cobwebs of coding and wiring, this message gets to him and he calls me so I can hit the sack peacefully! Sigh. Okay rambling over. Not really but there isn’t much I can add to the rambling besides the fact that I am just having one of those days/nights whatever…its just one of those - you need to get here right now kinda miss you moments! Okay rambling over for real now.
Thank you to all for the birthday wishes. It was great! I got a record # of wishes on Orkut and that was amazing! Loved it loved it! I told B he needed to reply to the comments he got on the last post and he said “as soon as I get back from Hyderabad.” 
UPDATE: 1:23 am Tried calling him one final time before going to bed, a very annoying lady answered “Aapke dwaara dial kiya gaya number pahoch ke baahar hai.” Sigh.
oh dear.. reminiscing the days that I would be waiting for to talk to Neeraj.
Humein bhi wohi sawaal kiye jaate the.. “tum log itni dher kya baat kar sakte ho”….and you know what…. when you are in love… baatein just flow..
for us its still the same…we can sit anywhere and talk for hours.
itne betaab ho rahi hai kya? tu tension mat le Kaush..aur sahi kiya hai.. soo jaa.
Sapne main dekh B ko…aur phir toh waqt aa jaayega jab baat karne ka time aa jaayega (main bhi yehi karti thi 
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pyar karne walon ke beech main ek ajeeb aur gareeb telepathy chalti hai….definitely he is missing you as much as you are missing him.. sach main.
chahe woh bahar se enjoy karne ki koshish kar raha hoga shaadi main..par andar se uska dil bhi soch raha hoga ke kab main meri Kaushie dear se baat kar sakhonga..
Aacha bahut bol diya..waise ek baat bolne hi baaki hai: main number one to comment!!!!!
sweet dreams dear.
Sabr ka phal meetha hota hai….dont worry this too shall pass and within no time you guys would be together. You get your rock and you remember my deal na?
Poonamji s post ka gold comment aapka! Chalo goodto know that I am not th only crazy one! ke you also felt the same way haha…and its great yaar thatyou guys still talk the same…I have been loaded by my other married friends and family ke shaadi ke bad sab bandh…shaadi ke baad this changes that changes! I am like shaadi to hone do then I’ll figure out! Sahi na? Aur telepathy ki baat bilkul sahi hai..couldnt sleep all night that night (like you already didnt know that ;)) but he msgd me at like 5ish I was like phew!
Anyways..kal phone ke baad check kiya toh we had talked for almost two hours..fir phone rakhke maine socha..oh god main itna kuch bol gayi kya? I was jsut talking nonstop kya? bore to nahi hui naa tum? sorry!
Anzie Aapke mu main ghee shakkar…and LOL…ek baar rock aa gaya fir dekhenge..kya pata I might suffer a bout of amnesia as soon as I get rock hehehe that is only IF i get a rock..B ka kuch bharosa nahi Gujjupana dikhaake rock ke naam pe pebble bhi de de :p
lol…tu bhi na…but you better remember the deal or else….ill knock your head and make that amnesia think again! :P. Tu punju’s ko jaanti nahi hai…:D
Hi,Kaush..grin at this ‘memory-able post…hope aapka dial kiya gaya number came into pahunch soon.:)
haal behaal lag raha hai tera toh kaushie….inteezaar bas…ab toh zyada nahin hai…..loved this post….meethe meethe yaadoon mein doobh gaye thee main bhi…
Anz
Amit haha unfortunately not that day not till 4 am and I began hating that lady! It did come into pahoch the NEXT day **still furious**
Mehak Pata nahi kya ho gaya tha..I get these bouts of craziness! Someday this day might also be a yaad for me! kay thought hai!
yaaa….aisa hoga pakka…tu yeh din yaad karegi…when the two of you will be together!!