What did I do? Part-I

Yesterday was the Gujju New Year and I remember mummy always told me to study or do nice things on new years day because then you would do that the whole year. The whole family had loads of fun and tried to be happy because according to mom, dad, grandpa, and grandma, doing nice things on new years meant nice things throughout the year. So what did I do at this new year?

Woke up at 6:30am and got dressed in scrubs to go to the hospital. No, no I was not sick or anything, but I had my rotations at the hospital this past few weeks and yesterday was my very first day in the OR (operating room), more commonly known as OT(operation theatre) in India. Now what would a dental team do in OR? I wondered that too until recently. Usually there are patients that have profound mental rretardation or are auttistic and cannot take good care of their teeth. These patients have to be put to sleep and operated on. During this time, the dental team accomplishes a lot of things like fillings, cleaning, debridement, extractions, surgery, all kinds of stuff.

It was my first time and I was pretty excited. The whole scene of being in the hospital near different ORs, seeing surgeons in their green scrubs, gowns, masks, hairnets, shoecovers..it was all pretty exciting to my soul. The doc I was working with, DrH was nowhere to be seen and our first patient for the day was a fourteen yr old and I went into his pre-op and talked to his parents. The mother asked me, “So is this your first time in the OR?” The shy me said, “actually yes it is.” — mother: “well I hope it is pretty exciting for you”–”thanks, have done it a bunch of times but just not in the OR”

The nurse anesthetist walked in followed by Dr. H.
DrH: “Hey girl, whats up…ready to roll?”
Me: “uh huh”
DrH: “allright then we get started soon, go around the corner to rm blah blah”
Me: “thanks”
DrH was pretty good to work with he was a resident and should be around 26-27….twas great to be working with a young tall handsome doc :)

I walk around the surgery rooms and feel oh so important that I was going to be in one of them. I walked into room bb and as soon as I walk in, the surgery assistant goes “mask mask mask!!!” ME:”huh? where? I dont see one in here.” SA: “thats coz you gotta have the mask on before you get in here. Walk out and its on the right. Make sure you get one with eye-shields”
I walk out and pick up a mask and walk in. Remember those rooms you always see in TVs and in surgeries shown on movies…huge lights on the top, lots of wires, and medical equipment, a huge sterile bed, people in green overalls! It was all there. I felt pretty overwhelmed because everyone knew what they were doing. The assstant was setting tables up, Dr. P who was the attending surgeon was setting up the movable cart, the anesthesiologist(who was Indian by the way) was checking the settings on this huge machine that I later realized would be connected to the patient’s IV and to monitor the patient’s vital signs. I just stood there with my mask on and took everything in. DrH walked in and said, “are we ready to go?” He got thumbs up signs from all the other three in the room. He looked at me and said, “you ready for this?” Me: “yep!” DrH: “allright then, its showtime!”

“showtime?” I think it takes only special people to say “showtime” before a surgery when you don’t know how long its gonna run, or how the patient is going to be, or what the whole deal entails. Showtime it was.

I waited with bated breath as they rolled the patient in. Four nurses followed by the nurse anesthetist walked in pushing a wheeled bed/chair. The patient’s mother was in the chair all dressed up in a gown and hat with her son in her lap, holding him tight. They aligned the chair next to the operating bed and everyone put gloves on. I followed suit.
The four nurses, three of whom were male, picked the son up, and put him on the bed. He started struggling and soon all of us were scrambling to calm him down. I was at the end of the table and pinned his feet down to the bed. The nurse anesthetist put a mask on his face to start the sedation while the anesthesiologist put in the IV. Soon, he calmed down and slowly very slowly his eyes shut. We released him and pretty soon he was on his way to some land that I have never known.

It was showtime.

….to be continued

Happy Diwali


Here is wishing you and your family a very Happy Diwali. May this festival of lights bring with it all the light and joy to everyone.

It is also the Gujju New Year tomorrow..so here is wishing a very Happy and Prosperous New year as well.

I wish I was in India…..nothing like a Diwali at home.

Promises to Self

….or atleast resolutions that I am going to try and keep!

There have been several things on my list of to-commit-to-soon for a loooong time now! I have either been too lazy, too preoccupied, or just plain procrastinated on trying to accomplish any of these. So am making a concrete running list. Lets see kitna hota hai aur kitna nahi…

- Clean my room before Diwali! (the state is NOT abysmal anymore:))

- Start working out (this has been on the list of ages now….need to need to absolutely need to get on with this one)

- Create back-up of everything on my laptop..finished half of the backing up! (I have been thinking about this but have not gotten around to it. Am scared of losing all the content. Work/college documents, pictures, and my beloved songs!)

- Work on improving my posture (have noticed a slight humped posture in pictures and in my mother’s reprimanding words…am going to work on keeping my muscles intact!)

- Work on ergonomics and my instrumentation techniques so that I do not get carpel tunnel or atleast prolong it! (along the same lines..habituate my muscles)

- Save money…(pucha naa yaar kya hua ;) )

- Study and prepare for the Dentl Admission ka Test for four more years of teeth-study! SIGH!

- Study and prepare of my board exams for licensure

- Have breakfast each morning (trying to start healthy eating habits now..)

- Reply to emails – official and personal (I know i know..I really need to work on this)

- Actually accomplish everything on this list or atleast try to :)

BMW vs Stalking Vulture

I was at the local grocery store today and overheard two kids talking about how one’s daddy had bought her a BMW to take to high school. The other girl talked about how her dad did not understand her needs and gave her his old car to take to school. The BMW daughter said,

“Yea but you know, I think I am undergoing major “depression”. I mean I have a new car and all but daddy wouldn’t let me go to Cancun for Spring Break last year and refuses this year too. I mean how sad is that! I just don’t understand why my life has to be such hell. I mean comon….I neeeeeeeeedddddddd to be in Cancun with my friends right? I think I am gonna have some major depression if he doesn’t let me go this time either”

The other one seemed to totally understand what the deal was and nodded her head apologetically. Yours truly here wanted to go shake the girl up and tell her that she was way blessed and just had to take a look around to get rid of the depression. Pitied her too. Poor little rich girl.

In contrast, am posting a picture I had come across a year or so ago.It is a young girl photographed during the Sudan famine. Contrary to what the picture says about the photographer, he did not leave the scene immediately. He “sat under a tree and cried and chain-smoked” and couldn’t distance himself from the horror of what he saw. He does not know what happened to the girl. What would I have done?

A picture is worth a million words….

Luck of the draw????